Telling the story

I am in Dallas all week for work. Great to see everyone again including my friends who are around the world but came into town. Lots of questions about this stuff hanging off of me which leads to shock and apologies etc. just ready for the next step, feeling hard to concentrate on things at times. I have been thinking about being back in the hospital and starting from scratch. Also have been wondering where I am on the list as a 1B since my transplant center won't tell me. 44 and a butt days.......